Thursday, February 09, 2006
been so long sing it ive been gone. ok so i live in new mexico now.
Posted at 07:49 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
hey guys. its definately been a while. ok so today is easter and no one is on. i guess they are with their familes, but hey who cares. i have a car and a cell now. yesterday me and brent and alex went to the rope swing. it was very cold. thats all rite though, it was worth the trick. really bored rite now. if i wasnt why would i be writing in here? hahaha, jessica is back in alabama. she moved back a while ago. its ok though, after we got her up here and settled i hadda look out for me, so i didnt hang out with her too much. shes living with her friend down there right now. good luck to her! i went in that abandoned hotel with sum people the other day. i wish i couldve taken a fridge and microwave but ya know. o yea.. "i'm here", on my tagboard, thats really nice things ur saying, but idk who you are. when people say "everything will be ok" what do u think they are basing it on. i mean really what do they know? how do they know that theres a light at the end of the tunnel? maybe for sum people there isnt. ya never know. spring break is pretty much over and i have nuthin to show for it, except a lil bit cooler clothes. i think its time to pull out the capris again!! i love summer, and thats what this spring is gunna feel like. rite now its cloudy and shit, so its not a happy day, but we've had a few of 'em. last nite kurt came by to see me. it made me feel special, but i think he was really bored. i was talkin to russell who is still in antarcticaso i kinda shut him off, but i had to tend to my guest. we talked and caught up a lil bit then tried watchin harold and kumar. i couldnt keep my eyes open cuz i took my meds so they make me tired. today is easter, so i am debating going to eat with my dads side, or going to an easter pagent with my mamaw. i tihnk i mite go out to eat. yup. tell me how ur guys easter is gunna go. id like to know. i have to stay the night at my mamaws cuz i have to go to the hospital and 9 in the mornin and then wait til ten for them to take me in put me to sleep and do what they gotta do. idk how long im gunna be in there. im dreading it. blah. then school tues. thats always fun. i love school so much. hahaha had u goin there for a sec. welp i guess im goin now.
kristi
Posted at 02:53 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Monday, January 17, 2005
im well aware that i dont belong here. so lets go back. follow the yellow brick road. yea listenin to eminem, i like him. got tricked the other nite. didnt like it. kinda hurt my feelings. but thats ok.. i just hate talking on the computer. u really cant ever know who ur really tlakin to. butyea still strugglin.
kristii
Posted at 01:47 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Sunday, January 02, 2005
whats up. rite now im sittin at brittanis and jessica her and brent are watching lion king. im makin a cd cuz all mine are gone so i need sum music or else! yea so stuff been alrite i guess. i still got sum problems ive gotta work out but i cant cuz i dont have the answers. idk i guess i just dont understand. giasson wants to watch a movie tonite so we could possibly go over there.. i havent asked or n e thing yet but its whatever. so im kinda just chilllin at the moment. i have been wanting to see that movie coach carter but im not sure when it comes out. im listenin to goo goo dolls iris. i love this song. i want this song and/or mariah carey's one sweet day played at my funeral. just so u guys know. sumthin is bothering alex.. im not sure what cuz he hasnt told me but if he wants me to know then he will tell me. yup. today is rons bday. happy birthday to him!! i just want u to know who i am. ok so i just found out sum news. apparently sara has been sleeping in MY BED when she comes to my house. i will kill her. i hate her and my brother can get his dick sucked by her cuz i dont give a fuck about him either. he let her sleep in my bed. fucking bitches.
kristi
Posted at 06:08 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Saturday, December 11, 2004
hey. most of u know whats been going on lately, if u dont ive said it so many times idk where uve been. well just to show my luck with friends, the one that i thought wouldve been the best moved back to AL. yea yall know who it was. now im left with zero. except alex. hes still here thank god. i havent been able to see him in 3 weeks. which sucks, but theres only so much i can do. havent been staying at home. going wherever i can. u know why. yea so im gunna place a wanted ad. WANTED: more friends. reall ones. not fake back stabbers. and not ones that will never be my brothers friend. i mean its cool if u are, but dont hide behind his back. thats my ad. lame huh? i dont really care. o yea and sorry for not updating in like a month.
kristi
Posted at 01:24 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Sunday, November 28, 2004
Its amazing how close u can come to loosing ur life. it was about three feet for me.
Posted at 11:36 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
nuthins better. surprise. im sick of it. im tired of everything. i need a break. maybe ill find one soon. bitches better keep they mouth shut.
kristi
Posted at 08:45 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
u guys should just stop reading this now. guess who's crying to their blog again? me!! i hate my fucking family, i hate my friends, and i hate me. theres no way around it. dad could give a shit less about me, which he proved tonite PLAINLY. my friends, well what friends now? i dont do n e thing with n e one outside of school except maybe alex, and sumtimes i dont even think he wants to be around me. well i hang out with wedge too, but he is a horny bastard and goes to the dumbass hoe sara to get sum.. and of course she gives it to him. brittani-emily. nuff said. maybe ill try to start hangin out with candice shes going thru sum bad times, but idk, she mite not even wanna talk to me. meagan and kira are always busy, i dont know who else i can hang out with. if u wanna chiull with me tell me and we can find a way. and me. theres gotta be sumthin the matter, i cant seem to get my fucking dad to pay attention to me and get the rite meal. whats my deal? just becuz i didnt live with him for most of my life doesnt mean he has to clearly show he cares about tery more than me, i mean he could at least try to hide it. be a bit curteous. but really what did i just ask? y do i have to be so messed up? i think im starting to go crazy like my mom, but i will not get depressed. being depressed is for losers who put too much into sumone and they loose them. no it wont happen. i wont let it. no fucking way do i ever want to care about ne one else on this fucking planet but me. i have to do my research paper so i can get good grades and get my own ass into college.
kristi
Posted at 08:59 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
whats up. its 11:32 and kristi cant sleep. she did not take her medicene, becuz her dad wont go to the grocery store, becuz he is oblivious to the fact that there is no food, given how hes hasnt been here since thursday nite. well n e ways.. russell wouldnt come and say bye to me. he refused. doesnt that make me feel special? well of course. im glad that i wont get to see him for a fucking year and he made it obvious he doesnt want to see me. he told me he will send the stuff that i left in his truck. he doesnt even know my address. it makes me feel great for him to tell me how much he values our relationship, and having to PASS MY FUCKING HOUSe TO GET HOME from where he was, he still cant come say bye to me. FUCK HIM. u know what.. not even just him, fuck people. it makes me feel great to make the same mistake of letting a person in for at least the 8th time and them stab me in the fucking back. well, for those of us who wonder why kristi doesnt give n e one a chance.. this is why. did russell think that in the beginning he would end up not being able to stand me and lie to me and shit? im sure he didnt. no one does. but it happens. i never will get close to ne one again. how many times have i said that now? plenty! becuz i want sumone to talk to and share what i think with and my feelings with. i have had no faith in people for the longest time, yet i still seem to try to manage and get one good one. i dont think that there are good ones out there. fuck the world im out
kristi
Posted at 11:45 pm by Kizzle4shizzle
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Hello Again's and Good Byes
well hey guys. i just got back from seeing team america. it was sooo funny. i enjoyed it. justin, candice, her brother and cousin and eric saw it. i had a good nite we chilled at justins for his bday..im going to have sex with him sumtime!! hahahaha.. tons of drama but it wasnt my business, so i stayed mostly out of it. i really enjoyed the whole nite becuz i got to hang out with justin and i never really get to that much. russell leaves sunday so tomarrow nite is the last nite ill see him for a whole year. which sucks, but ill get to talk to him so idk if it wil be as bad as i think.im really hungry now so i think ill go eat sumthin. bye
kizzle
Posted at 02:16 am by Kizzle4shizzle
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