Sunday, October 24, 2004
One Year and Counting

whats up. its 11:32 and kristi cant sleep. she did not take her medicene, becuz her dad wont go to the grocery store, becuz he is oblivious to the fact that there is no food, given how hes hasnt been here since thursday nite. well n e ways.. russell wouldnt come and say bye to me. he refused. doesnt that make me feel special? well of course. im glad that i wont get to see him for a fucking year and he made it obvious he doesnt want to see me. he told me he will send the stuff that i left in his truck. he doesnt even know my address. it makes me feel great for him to tell me how much he values our relationship, and having to PASS MY FUCKING HOUSe TO GET HOME from where he was, he still cant come say bye to me. FUCK HIM. u know what.. not even just him, fuck people. it makes me feel great to make the same mistake of letting a person in for at least the 8th time and them stab me in the fucking back. well, for those of us who wonder why kristi doesnt give n e one a chance.. this is why. did russell think that in the beginning he would end up not being able to stand me and lie to me and shit? im sure he didnt. no one does. but it happens. i never will get close to ne one again. how many times have i said that now? plenty! becuz i want sumone to talk to and share what i think with and my feelings with. i have had no faith in people for the longest time, yet i still seem to try to manage and get one good one. i dont think that there are good ones out there. fuck the world im out
kristi

Posted at 11:45 pm by Kizzle4shizzle

 

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Name: Kristi Acuff

Location: Heiskell (in the middle of no where)

School: PHS

Significant Other: Yea... Rite

Hobbies: Soccer & Snowboarding

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"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

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