Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Family can Lick My Balls

u guys should just stop reading this now. guess who's crying to their blog again? me!! i hate my fucking family, i hate my friends, and i hate me. theres no way around it. dad could give a shit less about me, which he proved tonite PLAINLY. my friends, well what friends now? i dont do n e thing with n e one outside of school except maybe alex, and sumtimes i dont even think he wants to be around me. well i hang out with wedge too, but he is a horny bastard and goes to the dumbass hoe sara to get sum.. and of course she gives it to him. brittani-emily. nuff said. maybe ill try to start hangin out with candice shes going thru sum bad times, but idk, she mite not even wanna talk to me. meagan and kira are always busy, i dont know who else i can hang out with. if u wanna chiull with me tell me and we can find a way. and me. theres gotta be sumthin the matter, i cant seem to get my fucking dad to pay attention to me and get the rite meal. whats my deal? just becuz i didnt live with him for most of my life doesnt mean he has to clearly show he cares about tery more than me, i mean he could at least try to hide it. be a bit curteous. but really what did i just ask? y do i have to be so messed up? i think im starting to go crazy like my mom, but i will not get depressed. being depressed is for losers who put too much into sumone and they loose them. no it wont happen. i wont let it. no fucking way do i ever want to care about  ne one else on this fucking planet but me. i have to do my research paper so i can get good grades and get my own ass into college.
kristi

Posted at 08:59 pm by Kizzle4shizzle

 

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Name: Kristi Acuff

Location: Heiskell (in the middle of no where)

School: PHS

Significant Other: Yea... Rite

Hobbies: Soccer & Snowboarding

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"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like

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