hey guys. its definately been a while. ok so today is easter and no one is on. i guess they are with their familes, but hey who cares. i have a car and a cell now. yesterday me and brent and alex went to the rope swing. it was very cold. thats all rite though, it was worth the trick. really bored rite now. if i wasnt why would i be writing in here? hahaha, jessica is back in alabama. she moved back a while ago. its ok though, after we got her up here and settled i hadda look out for me, so i didnt hang out with her too much. shes living with her friend down there right now. good luck to her! i went in that abandoned hotel with sum people the other day. i wish i couldve taken a fridge and microwave but ya know. o yea.. "i'm here", on my tagboard, thats really nice things ur saying, but idk who you are. when people say "everything will be ok" what do u think they are basing it on. i mean really what do they know? how do they know that theres a light at the end of the tunnel? maybe for sum people there isnt. ya never know. spring break is pretty much over and i have nuthin to show for it, except a lil bit cooler clothes. i think its time to pull out the capris again!! i love summer, and thats what this spring is gunna feel like. rite now its cloudy and shit, so its not a happy day, but we've had a few of 'em. last nite kurt came by to see me. it made me feel special, but i think he was really bored. i was talkin to russell who is still in antarcticaso i kinda shut him off, but i had to tend to my guest. we talked and caught up a lil bit then tried watchin harold and kumar.  i couldnt keep my eyes open cuz i took my meds so they make me tired. today is easter, so i am debating going to eat with my dads side, or going to an easter pagent with my mamaw. i tihnk i mite go out to eat. yup. tell me how ur guys easter is gunna go. id like to know. i have to stay the night at my mamaws cuz i have to go to the hospital and 9 in the mornin and then wait til ten for them to take me in put me to sleep and do what they gotta do. idk how long im gunna be in there. im dreading it. blah. then school tues. thats always fun. i love school so much. hahaha had u goin there for a sec. welp i guess im goin now.
kristi